No one but me

Today has been such a busy and productive day, I'm actually starting to feel that things might be on the up. I'm not the kind of person to stay down for long, much more a glass is half full kind of girl on the whole.

At this time of year, I always spend some time choosing my next year's diary. With my work, I rely heavily on my diary, but still like it to have a bit of personality! This year for the first time, I've gone for a filofax, a lovely Spring Greeen Botantical one, and I've really enjoyed adding all my current diary commitments and birthdays etc for the coming year. Looking at the dates has made be realise how quickly this last year has flown by. The wedding plans took up so much time and I threw myself into it wholeheartedly. I'm already pretty determined that 2010 is going to be the year that I change. I want to be more active, lose weight, gradually, and get myself ready for life as a parent. Looking at my new diary makes me realise that nothing is set in stone, and we have the future ahead of us. It really is up to me to take control now, and make this happen for us. If we have a year to wait to adopt then a year it is. We'll go to the hospital this friday, see what they say and then if it is bad news, well then the clock starts ticking.