A long time coming....

It's been a while and I may well have lost any followers that I once had but it's time to update and tell you all my news.

2011 was a bad year and a good one.. my husband and I separated for 9 months and then finally in December we came together again. It was tough and yet changed things for us. During this time, I carried on job searching and temping struggling to survive.

2012 started amazingly. I found out I was pregnant after many years. Sadly on friday, I was rushed to hospital at 15 weeks and lost the baby. It's early days and we are both heartbroken. If any of you remain who read my blog before you will know all i have ever longed for is a child, my own, adopted any child. I never expected to get pregnant. I thought it wouldnt happen. We had so many plans for our life. I had been given a weeks notice for my temp job. We are selling our house and moving into my parents. I had planned to take care of the baby and spend time ensuring the pregnancy went well. Now I have nothing. Nothing to do nowhere to go and whilst my husband is wonderful and supportive he is thinks we need lots of time to let me heal. I think I will never heal until I am a mum.