Today is just one of them days I suppose. Found out that I didnt get the job which I interviewed for yesterday, and which I really wanted although it petrified me. It's put me in a real downer. I really badly need to find a job. Everything is on hold until I do. No money, no car, no fun. And if we keep going this way, no money to pay the bills and the mortgage within another month. Its scary stuff.
The thing is also that I worked so hard for the interview and the application. There was an employment law test and I spent days restudying all the training I have done in the past, making notes and generally brushing up on it all. Solid days. Argh! What a waste of time. Now I feel my confidence is in the gutter.
I still have one job interview last week, which I havent heard back from, and they only offer when references are back, but seeing as I know one of my references hasnt been contacted, maybe I'm out of the running for that too.
I need to apply for some more jobs obviously but it gets very tiring and boring and just knocks you down with every setback. Makes you feel maybe I can't do these jobs after all.
Argh its just one of those days.
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Sorry about the job, that is a real bummer. I know it is hard to look at it this way but every interview is experience for the next. My husband has been trying to get a permanent teaching job for 3 years, he subs so he brings in money, but he still gets really discouraged. They all say you need experience but how are you supposed to get that if no will hire to start with. Just hang in there and keep trying it will eventually happen.
ReplyDeleteHugs, Cora
Sending you big hugz...Hang in there and you will get one..
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hope you can enjoy your weekend..