Weigh in Number Two!!

Yep weigh in was yesterday, and lost another 3.25lbs! This was pretty good, as I had a blip in the week, and ate a ham wrap! Slap my hands!! I really was gut wrentchingly hungry, and very pissed off, and after pacing up and down the house not knowing what to do with myself, I made a ham and cucumber tortilla wrap and ate the dreaded carbs!

So yeah 3.25 isnt bad given I broke the diet. The funny thing is, within an hour after it, I was back on it 100%. The thing is the wrap didnt actually make me feel not hungry... I probably could have eaten about ten before I was stuffed! I also felt abit sick, but maybe thats the transition back to food.

So today is day 15, start of the third week, and am all prepared for the next two weeks...this is because friday we are off to the bungalow in Herne Bay again, and it's gonna be a killer to stick on it there, with the kids, and where we usually have cooked brekkies, and lovely ham rolls sitting in the garden or on the beach, and out for dinner lots! But sadly this time, that's not going to be happening. Mum and Dad have decided not to do cook breakfasts and also not to go out to restaurants so they are trying hard to help me. I feel really mean, but the smell of bacon and eggs would drive me insane!!!

So the work crap continues... and I may or not be out of a job before I go on holiday... to be honest I'll be glad to get rid of them... it's just the money that is hard, not knowing how we will cope without it at the mo, until I get a new job. Applied for a ton of them, and have an interview on Wednesday, yes while I am on holiday... but I cant be fussy and they couldn't change the date, so I am coming back to London for the interview and then back to Kent again, with my good ole Dad! Have spent all day today preparing a presentation for the interview! Jeez they all want blood!!

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